Thread:Christian Higdon/@comment-36266167-20191015133013

Honestly, I have no clue how to start this off, and more often than not chances are I'll botch it whichever way I choose to execute this. So, best to start off simple. Right?

How have you been Christian? Is life going good so far? Mine's alright, failing Algebra 1, but the rest of my classes are going alright enough. My mum's taking college courses to become a Real Estate Agent, she has a big exam coming up, I'll try and grab some pics of her studying "in the wild" for ya. Dad's no longer laid off, has a regular construction job again, so that's neat.

Look, I have no idea how to approach this, and chances are whichever way I do it, I'll screw it up. But nonetheless, it serves to try right?

Christian, I shouldn't have done what I did, plain and simple. I gave you a cold shoulder you honestly didn't deserve, and left you in an unknowing dark for 8 months. It was genuinely nice having someone like you as a friend, and I did oft enjoy our RPs... but there came a point when I grew... stressed? I just... didn't want to respond, I had other things going on, both in the RL and on the interweb. I wanted to hang out with you truly, but there came a point where... well... I was overwhelmed. I shouldn't have given you the Absolute Zero Cold Shoulder nonetheless, you were an amazing friend who genuinely cared for me and stood by my side in my less than honorable moments. I know plenty a peep who would KILL for shit like that, and here I was, throwing that aside like a Spinel, left without any word at all, just a cold shoulder.... That's genuinely fucked on my end, quite frankly, and I wish I had done things differently. Y'know, having actually talked to you about how I felt.

The past is the past, and I can't change it now that it's done. I gave you a cold shoulder for 8 months, and that honestly and absolutely wasn't acceptable on my end, I took the coward's way out, plain and simple, and that just wasn't right of me.

You have absolutely every right to disregard this, given what I did. And if you do? Well, I'm just going to have to accept that, painful as it may be. Actions have consequences, and it's about time I face them head first.

Christian? I'm sorry 